February 20, 2010

  • i'm coming up only to hold you under
    i'm coming up only to show you wrong

    it's weird sometimes, when you can forget for a while (weeks and months) just how crazed and neurotic things can get when you're counting and hoarding and saving and holding your breath.  last time i was SCARED, and i don't want to get back to that point, but i can't stay here and i can't go back.  stuck, if you will, about to cross the threshold into madness.  wish me luck.