May 8, 2010

• it took me ten tries, two years, and a million missed opportunities to realize that i'm never going to be good enough for you, not ever.  so why even worry about it?

  trust me, i won't.  instead i'll perform my rituals to bring summer, summer that means late night car rides,

  

  too much eyeliner, fruit salads, hiding under blankets on the porch,

  

  open windows and breezy curtains, tommybahama and diet coke,

  

  friday nights at ice and the brother's, adventures with steph at the limits,

  

  tjmaxx dresses for three dollars, fla-vor-ice, inflatopool, beach vacations, and debauchery.

  freshly showered, best feeling in the whole world.  that, and rapidly anticipating surprises and happiness.

  working out some bikini ideas, because a certain someone gave me the best birthday present EVERRR.  i don't want to waste it, though, so i'm thinking loooooong and hard.

  
  you think that you're the sun
  the whole world revolves around you
  the center of attention
  and everything is drawn to you
  
  but i'll take my time if you want to
  and i'll give you what ever you need
  and i'll wait a lifetime to give it to you
  give in to you

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